29 December 08:went for street netball at ngee ann city! :D with the sec3s and sec4s :) didnt managed to win though :S BUT its OK! cos we're just there to get some experience and to learn at the same time! :) dont you think so?
anyway, i think its so good to be there haha! cos theres alot of things free :P towel, bottle, lunch and drinks :) but thats not the main point-.- i think its cool that i saw this girl, shes.. just like a god! GOD OF NETBALL :S MAN.. she can really play well and cooperate well with her teammates! if you're there, you'll definitely agree with me cos her passes are nice and to be truthful, i think its as accurate as those in LANQIUHUO haha :) im not kua zhang-ing -.-
went home after that and saw felix and kunyou all those cos they were there too for street basketball :) heard that they were fighting for 3rd or 4th position, and the prize is $$$.
it had been a tiring day though cos my head aches badly :( but its fun lah, cos get to talk to kailing more haha :D
29 December 08:went school as early as 8AM for camp training! ROAR actually it starts at 9AM, but sadly, ms neo wants us to reach earlier dont know for what-.- it was raining uh! badbad day.. somemore, only 5 of us went there! cos not many were free and are going for the camp :(
theres 2 instructor teaching us some leadership stuffs and seriously, mostly are form of theory i could say.. :( some trying out, planning as well as self-introduction only :( quite.. boring :S IF YOU EVER SEE THIS, PLEASE TURN UP FOR THE CAMP! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE :( i would really appreciate that :)
anyway, received calls and messages from co-boss saying that i'll be returning to work on tuesday! :D super happy at start, but a little siansian cos i realised that gun was not called back for work :( will be super lonely all the way uh :(
first time, having breakfast without gunfirst time, having lunch without gunfirst time, boarding train to clarke quay without gunfirst time, playing without gunfirst time, complaining without gunfirst time, being sad and frustrated without gunSECOND TIME, NO GUN :((see the importance of gun! :( cos theres no bullets, thats why no gun! ROAR
30 December 08:went work! without gun :( a little siansian until i saw bala at mom and realised that we're the only ones being called back for work and were a little shock uh, cos didnt know that today was his first resumed day haha :)
did work as per normal just that there were some small hiccups which made me feel so.. stress, sad and weiqu :( i even thought of quitting the job uh, cos.. i feel that its way too high up for me and that, im still young, not capable of such jobs yet :( last time i wont feel it this way cos no matter what, the colleagues will just joke around saying that its not my fault and stuff.. but now, only bala will be there to say that its ok de, nevermind and stuffs :(
i hate the feeling of being alone! ROAR
so do camps :(
went home quickly, cos i didnt want to stay there longer cos it'll just make me more guilty :( was thinking of alotalot of things at start, but its really very xinku uh :( just feel like talking to someone.. and thats mummy! :D cos shes just next to me and she told me that, everyone will have such experience de cos we're new.. but, im not new in this line! as in, i did it before and nothing went wrong! but i understand what shes trying to say haha :)
i would be fine bah :D but i want to change jobs :)
31 December 08:yoohoo! super happy cos today half day only :D dont need to stay there any longer, putting on my fake-est smile haha :) met mummy at kovan and went to shopshop :) wanted to buy my previous red bottle.. but realised that its no longer available except light and dark purple :( i would rather use that red leaking bottle uh :( didnt buy any bottles anyway :D cos still red the best! :D i dont know why, im so into red these days :) maybe red is the colour that'll fend off all troubles? :D
managed to buy a full suit and shoes for new year! :D bought 2 slippers too :) even though those i like de dont have my BIGFOOT de size :S bought clips too :) theres red&black haha and seriously, shirts that i see and browse through, are mostly red :P be it shoes, bottles, shirts, clips and... alotalot more haha :)
going to RM to have dinner before going to cousin's house and down to the temple next to her hse for countdown! :D there'll be fireworks too haha :D
anyway,
HAPPY NEW YEAR in ADVANCE :D:D
