and im kinda angry wif my mum cos.. she said before that i can go work.. then its lik, ytd bifang asked mii if i can go on this thursday which ish tml fer work.. then its lik.. only 6 hours nia.. then my mum sae no.. fer dunno wut reason and its lik, she cannot even sae out one reason that she dun allow mii tuu go.. then plus.. i always have training.. then its lik, no one even gives mii allowance fer that ok -.- then i keep using my 50 and 100 bucks kind.. then wanted tuu use that pay tuu pay off my netball camp thing as well as the upcoming jersey.. and yet she use studying as an excuse -.- when im lik.. nort even going tuu plan tuu study on thursday lah.. ma de.. wuts wrong wif her?! how can mothers go back on their words?! i didnt force them tuu sae all those in the first place.. fking shit man.. she sae she gonna help mii pay all.. then its lik, she confirm sae 'why other school gort subsidise one.. then why ur school nvr?!' then blahblahblah.. she gonna complain all sorts of rubbish -.- and i'll make sure she regret letting mii out.. cant she just lik.. treat it as mii going out wif frends?! fuck man. if only she wont nag and complain bout paying all those stuffs.. as if i will wan go work lik that.. if nort that i have no allowance fer trainings and that i wanna save money.. and its lik.. who the hell in the earth will sae 'NO' tuu money?! oh fuck man.. i just dun understand!! whenever i ask her fer a reason.. all she will sae ish ' dun ask why, just NO ' ma de.. at least gimme a reason man, argh i feel lik screaming my lungs off again

i hate people going back on their promises and i shall hate her for all i can