seriously, many things keep happening recently, and i really dunno wut i should really do.. cos its lik, both frends are frends which are quite close wif mii, then its lik.. i really really dunno wut really happen between them, wut i intend tuu do was tuu pull them back again, but its lik.. i dun think i can even do that at all, nort becos i dun have a solution, but its just that.. hais, suan le, think i shouldnt sae anymore, in case the things get worser..

have been thinking these few days whether i have a frend, a real frend.. but its lik, till now, i really cant find a frend who share the same thinking, likes, dislikes n habits as mii.. its lik, in my world, my frends are going away and coming back at different timings. for example, previously was melody, then doreen came. then doreen, then bethany came. now its.. hais, when will i even even meet this real frend of mine? maybe you guys will think im stupid or dumb tuu fret over these, but seriously, family come first followed by my frends n its lik.. i hate the feeling of seeing them walking away every time, and im serious and i really really dun side whoever when they are lik nort on good terms unless i hate one of them uh.. BUT its lik, EQUAL?! and i really dunno, seriously...