todae has been a bad day man, hais, dun realli noe how tuu explain uh. cos i was wakened up this early morning fer the netball carnival which i thought ish tml? then its lik, i remembered asking someone whether 18 of june ish at tues then that someone sae yes, i cant realli remember who the person ish budden its lik.. my fault? for nort checking the calender then its lik im the vice-captain when i dun realli noe all those information and everything? everyone keep believing that i will noe the information when i actually dun realli noe it. im just saying lik, other things, nort bout todae de matter uh, cos i somehow feel its my fault fer nort checking wif calender budden maybe i rely on others' de information too much thats y i became so lazy? hais, seriously feel guilty sia.. plus wut coach sae just now after all those matches, she said "you're nort setting a good example tuu the juniors", then i was lik, diam diam? cos i noe its my fault fer being late plus the beabs ish wif mii uh then i hai the seniors have tuu wear the beabs then the junios have tuu wait fer my beads. sian, i feel so wrong sia, its lik, becox of mii then everything ended lik that which ish definitely nort the way i wan it tuu be? and one more thing! i went there myself this morning then i only noe that i need do dhoby ghaut first before taking bus there, budden i nort realli sure that bus no. 16 gort reach there anot, so i didnt realli go take the bus uh. so i took a cab in the end. but before that, i was in ps which ish lik so damn early then the shops are all close and its damn dark there.. i was so scared uh and i feel lik calling doreen and guys tuu ask if they noe the way out cos i seldom go those kind of places budden i dun wan disturb their sleep cos its around 8+ ? if i noe that the place i was at just now ish at basement 2 i would noe how tuu go out sia.. lol in the end i went tuu the lift there tuu check out the level then i found out it was actually basement 2 then i quickly go up tuu level 1 then went out of ps then i wanted tuu hail fer a cab, budden the place there all tio fence up then the bus stop no space fer the cab tuu stop there, plus the amount of buses keep increasing then i bo bian, have tuu walk further up tuu hail fer the bus, budden suay one ish that, as i walk along, i found out that whole stretch ish a bus lane then i noe that cab cant stop there so i have tuu walk tuu opposite tuu hail fer taxi lors.. while walking i oso found out that i from dhoby ghaut walk tuu "HARRY ROAD" which i dunno where the place ish? LOL, heng one ish that i manage tuu hailed for a cab, and heng that person bring mii around that place so i roughly noe how tuu go there, and heng that person ish quite good uh :) n that person ish an indian somemore o.o which made mii change the impression of the indians now :) maybe i was too racist in the past uh? hais, think i didnt realli plae well just now cos it was lik.. the oppponents kinda weak so i didnt realli move much bahs, and plus im guilty fer being late then alot ppl keep saying wut i late then sae blah blah blah which made mii more lik.. nan shou lors. anyway the whole thing have ended n i was kinda feeling damn bad then i tok on fone wif doreen and i felt better now :) thanks doreen! again n again :) sometimes i realli wonder if the vice-captain de position izzit realli fer mii or izzit just a name..

nb, before watching campus superstar just now i told my younger bro that i wan tuu plae at 9 then he sae ok then my maid tell mii nort tuu let him plae cos he has been playing since morning. then its lik when my mother come back then he purposely go in pq then i tell him after pq then my turn then he heck care mii then went in again then i scold him then my mother still tell mii tuu shut up when its lik my bro's fault ?! nb, nvr met such a mother before.. nort my fault still become my fault. everything oso my younger bro correct! biased until lik that, i scold him idiot only, then she beat mii then i sae "that word idiot cannot describe him cos hes worse than that" then she slap mii! nb, one day im just gonna leave this world bringing my smile along! no way am i going tuu tolerate such things again! SIMPLY UNFAIRNESS IN SUCH A FAMILY! how i wish im nort born here where everything ish biased towards boys and against girls. why would such thing happen tuu mii?! its been a bad day throughout, nothing went smoothly enuff fer mii :( im sad enuff, oh god, please let mii off, i need a break!

MOOD:SAD,FRUSTRATED,CONFUSED//ANGRY,TIRED,MOODY,SAD